She
Complains of Him at Last
If he
had been a poet and no magician
If he
had been a magician and no poet
Things
might have been well or well enough
But as
it was, all was confusion.
His idea
of me gradually turned solid
And
began showing up at meetings
Raising
obscure points of order
Or
waiting afterwards with an umbrella
Worried
that I’d catch cold from the rain.
Even
dead I could not get away from her
She
pleaded my case so well that heaven –
That
cold and rooky place – made room for me.
My
friends in hell think I’ve forgotten them.
On
a July day in 1656 the lawyers’ men saw
In
the entrance to the house Rembrandt had lost
Twenty
five paintings, including three
By
his friend Jan Lievens with whom
He
had shared a studio when they were young.
Also,
two naked plaster children,
A
plaster head and a plaster child (asleep),
Four
Spanish chairs with Russian leather seats
Two
black-seated chairs, a pine step-stool
And
a shabby shoe. Since then, that shoe
Has
been searching for its mate. I have seen it
Under
a streetlight, on subway tracks and –
As
a prop – in someone else’s dream.
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