Monday, June 29, 2020

HEREDITY

Because he is in history books, I  have always
Believed in my ancestor Aaron; what I've doubted
Were the stories that he could fly 

Or, when in particularly deep thought
Or at prayer, might start floating; his wife
Sewed stones inside the lining of his coat
Lest he pray outside and drift off forever;
(He surely rattled pleasantly when he walked.)
Lately I've begun wondering if I have it wrong
And the flying was real but not Aaron
That I'm semi-fictional must have
A reason. Also, I keep finding in my pockets
Striped stones that no one admits putting there.

Friday, June 26, 2020

USEFUL

The Egyptian Resheph was willing
To play many roles. Thus, he was
Patron of gazelles, curer of plague,
Causer of plague, horseleech, god
Of arrow-makers and god
Of chariots and horses. Exiled 
From the palace he became a brewer,
Popular with ordinary folk.
He once filled in for Apollo in Cyprus 
And marches in a parade in the Bible
Where he also, curiously,
Is one of the grandsons of Ephraim. 
He was the chief god of Atanni, Gunu,
Tunip, Schechem and of one quarter 
Of Ebla. If you build him a shrine 
(You should be building a shrine
To someone if not Resheph) include
Plenty of arrows, horses and bolts
Of vaguely anthropomorphic lightning.

Wednesday, June 24, 2020

MARGINAL

During a long class on trusts and estates
On October 3, 1974, I wrote 
"Some moons cannot be trusted"
In dark, twisted letters in the margin 
Of a crowded page otherwise devoted 
To explaining the difference between 
Inheritance per stirpes and per capita.
(Should you ask, I can still tell you 
Why per stirpes sounds fair but isn't.)
What could the moon have done to me?
I wasn't, back then, the sort to badmouth
Orbiting scalene ellipsoids for no reason.

Monday, June 22, 2020

ASSEMBLY

First there is a hat
For it we make a head 
So it can rest. The head
Feels foolish 
Floating in midair?
All right; hang the expense!
Buy a neck! Buy shoulders,
Arms, torso, midsection,
Hips, buttocks, legs!
(Feet? Don't pay for feet;
You can find them free.)
What? You want clothes?
What for? You have a hat.
Let me see if I can find
Something we can eat.

Friday, June 19, 2020

DONE

My mother left behind closets
Filled with bedsheets and towels 
And pillowcases, all neatly folded. 
During his years alone my father
Unfolded none of them. Every week
He'd launder and reuse the ones 
She'd put out before she died.
I'm pretty sure he didn't want 
To undo traces of her work since 
He welcomed reminders of her
Also, he must have known he couldn't 
Fold a contour sheet to save his life.

Wednesday, June 17, 2020

NEITHER NOW NOR THEN


Three in the morning
The machine and I
Have both started
To cheat at solitaire.
Perhaps in Ward Four
Or Room 1425
Youre lying awake.

The uncomfortable chair
Holds your visitor;
She sleeps ungracefully.
From the corridor
Comes the soft click
Of wolf claws.
How hard in such times
To be human!

Monday, June 15, 2020

WHY I DIDN'T SLEEP

There was a year when my best chance 
Of seeing you was to go down 
To the university library's basement
And drink coffee. About every tenth cup
You'd be there. On caffeine and 
The occasional sight of you I lived.

Friday, June 12, 2020

NOT THE NOTES BUT THE SILENCE BETWEEN THEM

It being a Friday night Evil
Was at the piano playing softly 
Management came over, rested
Her hand near the tip jar and said
"This guy Augustine says evil isn't
A thing -- only the absence of good."
"Yep, that's just about the size of it."
"How can absence play the piano?"
"A note here; a few notes there; in time 
It adds up. (You thought I was going to say
'Practice, practice, practice' didn't you?)"

Wednesday, June 10, 2020

TOMAS MASARYK ON THE MIDWAY (REV.)


Back when I was at the University
The Tomas Masaryk monument
Stood in a field by itself.
Though not a rider, Masaryk
Sat stiffly on a bored bronze horse.
Some nights, dismounting,
He’d walk down the Midway
To check in with the statues
Crowding Rockefeller Chapel.
He might chat with Zoroaster
Or listen to Athanasius tell jokes
Of surprising puerility.
As he passed her, St. Cecilia
Sometimes hummed the opening bars
Of Jezu Kriste Scedre Kneze
Which he used to sing in Prague
When he was a boy and not an image.
There is a statue of a girl, a student,
Named Margaret Green. She stands
Next to the west nave entrance.
She gave him one night a prayer
I’d left carelessly behind
(The ambulatory was quiet; I’d gone there
To think about ghosts but fell asleep.).
Passing my dorm on his way back
Masaryk left the prayer in my mailbox.
(No, I didn't actually see him leave it
But how else could it have gotten there?)

Monday, June 8, 2020

RETURNED


The grackle I first heard
Sixty years ago has had
His contract renewed
For another year.
(Grackles only die
If someone kills them.
A Minnesota grackle 
Died at twenty-three  
His suspected killer -- 
A sharp-shinned hawk --
Fled across the border 
Into Iowa.) I assume
There are reasons
He keeps turning up
But it may be that he
Understands them
Less than I do.
Grand sins call
For hellhounds
White, with red ears,
Grim but stylish,
Tracking relentlessly
Until some omen says
Says "Today might be
A perfect time
To go for his throat."
For small, graceless sins
Timeserving grackles
Follow you about
Grumbling and creaking
Like rusty gates.

Friday, June 5, 2020

PIECES

Shrewd queens do not underestimate Joe
Bishops edge among the shadows,
Fearing policy will demand their sacrifice;
Inhuman knights move impossibly 
At his command; stark castles roam
Grimly over the field, knowing pawns
Wait to trade death for death with them.
The enemy king suddenly understands 
The true meaning of some casual play
But, almost paralyzed, can only wait.

Wednesday, June 3, 2020

ISAK REVISED


ISAK DINESEN, WHO GAVE HER SOUL TO THE DEVIL ...

“Having found my soul an encumbrance I could not
Simply ask the servants to dispose of it. Imagine
Riding through Copenhagen and coming upon one’s soul
Dozing in the sun near the harbor! Worse, suppose my cousins
Got hold of it and set it in a field to scare crows? Scarred I may be --
No. Scarred I am beyond denial but pride I have still.
Some rules apply; a lady – still less a Baroness –
Doesn’t engage in barter. The only course, I saw,
Was to give my soul away. We are a small country
Hell maintains no embassy here; the Belgians,
For a fee, represent its interests. I stopped by one autumn day
And filled out the usual forms, using the space left
To indicate the seller’s requested price to write
‘Free-will donation.’ This upset the clerk, did I know
He asked, his left eye burning, how valuable a soul was?
How hard to replace? He stopped just short of calling me a fool
(I can do the blazing eye trick too) and asked me to reconsider
And fill in a price. 

                        “ My dear man – if that’s what you are –
My ancestors were thieves and plunderers. They murdered;
They broke oaths; they had cold hearts and deep thirsts;
They gripped hard what came their way. But traders?
No; no more am I. If you don’t want my soul
Say so, and I will give it to the Church or find a way
To drown it fathoms deep.’ He shrugged finally
And said I should come back; he would meanwhile
Contact his home office. As I left I could hear my soul
Thinking unkind thoughts of me. 

“Three weeks and a day later I returned. A tall old man 
Whom I’d seen at my sisters’ parties was there. As much
As was anyone, he said, he was the Devil. (When I was six 
My governess had made me learn proper forms of address.
A bishop is ‘Your Worship;’ the Emperor of China is
‘Most Serene Altitude.” The Devil is ‘Your Dread Eminence’ 
And is always called upon to chose the first dance 
When he attends balls in his proper person.) “I am honored,
Baroness; few there are who make gifts to me. The necessities
Of my position have made me a commercial traveller
Living in a world of shrewd bargaining. One grows hard.”
“No one,” I told him “thinks any the less of you for it.
Whatever else he is, all know the Devil is a gentleman.”
“Ah, you make me two gifts; I am pleased with them both.
You have my gratitude.” Save for a few remarks about the weather
And a desire that I remember him to my sisters
That was the end of our meeting. 
                       
                                        “It was some years before I realized
There had been an exchange of gifts. I remained nearsighted
But stopped walking into things and can pick out
Even now, when I'm as old as time (but less nimble),
A four leafed clover from the midst of a large meadow.
I am the first to spy a new moon; I sleep well
And all that's happened around me since that day
Has turned into stones or stars or stories.”

Monday, June 1, 2020

ARMISTICE


My Grandmother Esther one day woke up
Feeling so strong there was nothing for it
But to clean every room in her large house.
In the last one, she felt her strength
Bidding her farewell. What a relief to know
Her long war with dust had ended
With honor for both sides.