I had a mind to write something about Lancelot, grown
restless in death, but instead I came up with a poem about one of the more dour
gods of Babylonia. It’s an odd process, this
writing business, at least for me:
Had you
met me in my power
You would
not have rejoiced.
God of
the drought was I, of dry fields
Baking under uncaring suns
Mot I was
called and Death
Was
pleased enough to call me kin.
(Skeletons
all look alike and who
To say we
were not brothers?)
I had
some priests – unpleasant men
Though my
worshippers were worse
Praying
that I would make fallow
The
fields of others. (Many died; wheat,
For those
with silos fill, sold high.)
After he
killed great Tiamat, Marduk,
Who did
not like the desert, came after me
Bellowing,
waving his sword. Seven months I ran;
They
built a shrine where he caught me.
What good
to be a god when Marduk
Leaves
you broken in the dust?
If year
by year the sands creep towards the City
Do not
curse Mot; the drought
Has found
itself another god.
(Find, if
you can, another Marduk).
Mot turns up, so far as I know, only
in stories about his being slain by Marduk or by Ba’al, though this may have
happened more than once (some argue it was a yearly event; it probably wasn’t
one Mot looked forward to with any eagerness). I’m still trying to figure out
why he came when I was looking for Lancelot. Perhaps they room together in the
afterworld.
I am oddly fond of Mot, who makes no pretenses about things. I have a story about him somewhere.
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