Morning, February 12
I wonder how many people only post
one blog? Probably far fewer than those who post two or three or five. The soap
box is there; you’ve mounted it – how can you resist declaiming, crying out
against greed, inequity, injustice? And then comes reflection. No one at all
may ever read the blog after all, and you’re wasting pixels which could be
feeding the hungry. Besides, Greed is probably a choleric old man with huge
fists; Inequity sits in the shadows, fingering a stiletto, and Injustice went
to high school with you and once loaned you twenty dollars when you were hard
up.
So, no declamation for the time
being. Instead:
BREAKING
NEWS FROM 1948
Having
come across my mother’s Engagement Book from 1948, I am filled with useful
information (including tracing her increasing worry that she might be pregnant,
as she was, with my older brother). Feel free to test me.
What was she doing at 10 a.m. on Wednesday, June 12th?
Having a haircut.
Who did she mean to call on January 19th
through the 22nd, and in what order?
Marilyn, Claire, Alice, Mom.
Did she?
Yes.
What did she buy at Macy’s on August 12th?
Kleenex & cigarettes.
Really? At a department store?
Apparently.
Anything else that day?
She returned a library book.
Did she buy groceries that week?
Every day, Monday through Friday. Milk was 23 cents on
Monday but
24 cents on Friday.
Do you know what phone number your Great-Uncle
Pinney had in 1948?
Now I do.
Why won’t you tell it to me?
You
might call him and disrupt the Time/Space continuum. (It is, after all, just
the sort of thing you’re prone to do).
She
and my father (the very young my father) saw lots of people and ate many cakes
she baked. She also held a job until she got fired for being pregnant.
For
me, at least, a fascinating document – a chance to look in on my mother the
year she turned 21 – a mere kid but my mother all the same.
And a poem:
Most days the
conductors call “Last stop!
Last stop! Everyone
must change! Last stop!”
No other line comes
to the station, though;
So no change is
possible. I could
Take the same train
back, but this is not change
Just repetition. The
conductors –
The tall, thin woman,
the short round man –
Know this. Their cry
is one of despair,
Their hearts yearn
for better passengers
Beautiful, witty, or
desperate,
Bound for the
unpronounceable lands.
Coming soon: the wizard Henry
James.
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