I
had never had a heart or word to speak against those who watch sheep by
moonlight, but neither had I discovered in myself any great longing to be of
their number, despite the many who had prophesized, with a certain
satisfaction, that this calling I would ultimately follow. Now, though they
have a reputation ill enough, I have never heard of one who has turned his hand
to mischief after joining the profession, but they are silent men, mostly, and
aloof. The ravens think well of them, and will stoop from a clear sky to stand
upon their shoulders and whisper in their ears. ‘Tis like the ravens discourse
upon the ways of God, learned from their kinsman, the crow. Whatever these
shepherds hear, though, they do not repeat, nor have I heard tell that they
give answer to what the ravens tell them. They are out in every weather, and
any pay they receive does not hang heavy in their pockets.
Still,
I was, you might say, at a turning point in my life and, for all that I had
told all who would listen that I’d just as soon forego the honor, I found
myself, towards the close of day, standing on a platform, the focus of every
eye in the crowd. The ceremony had been scheduled for much earlier, but it had
rained heavily most of the day, and some things cannot be properly done in the
wet. In late afternoon, though, the rain stopped, and we got underway.
I
had spoken some few words – persuasive, even eloquent, I thought, and such as
might turn a heart of flint to beating flesh, but I might have already been
talking to a flock of the moon’s sheep for all the response I could see.
Suddenly, I gave a mighty leap (not entirely of my own will, mark you) and gave
thought to how astonished they’d all be if I continued to rise, disdaining the
dull ground forever. Still, the unlikeness of this even was just being brought
home to me when I saw, over the crowd's head, a fellow standing on a flat boat
who crooked a finger at me. The light, by then, had mostly faded, but I could
see his great dark eyes, which seemed to wish me no ill. Gravity, I thought,
can wait, and I joined the fellow on the boat.
And
I have been here since, persuaded that if I step ashore Gravity will recompense
somewhat roughly my refusal of her invitation. She is not a lady who takes
anything lightly, least of all the failure of an intended guest. Nor will her
friend the Moon, perhaps, be amused if her sheep go all unwatched of a cold midnight.
Grace
and favor, I’ve been told, was extended to me in your memory, so I’ve reason
enough to be grateful to you, even if you wee not by way of being kin to me.
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