At twelve on New Years Eve, lamenting
By the rules, I'll be on the roof
Calling the names of the dead. They
Have their own customs though,and may
Be in the basement, breaking into the wine.
At twelve on New Years Eve, lamenting
By the rules, I'll be on the roof
Calling the names of the dead. They
Have their own customs though,and may
Be in the basement, breaking into the wine.
About midnight the old day's supply of time
Is like to run out. If the new's not arrived
We make do with space, hammered thin.
The cat comes by, asking me
To do something about the dead
Who've taken to appearing
In her corner of the basement
Urging her to avenge them.
The café is filled
With demons who are,
Most of them, off duty.
Waiters bring them endless
Cups of dark coffee. Max,
My grandfather, nods to me
From his seat in a corner.
He'll not tell his son
Nor I my father that we
Are comfortable with demons.
At an imaginary university a hypothetical student
Has begun, is deeply into, has decided not to start
An intensive study of my oeuvre. In an attempt to learn
Something, Sparafucile the assassin has been contacted
Through a fictional room-mate's ouija board.
The student asks how Sparafucile and I met
And whether he, at least, likes the poems
I write about him. Unfortunately, he's never looked at them;
But dimly remembers reading and not much liking
A long something that involved Verlaine's unborn brothers
It was almost dark when I reached
The chancery and the great machines
Where they manufacture chance had
Fallen silent. The day's production
Had been sold save for some broken,
Irregular odds and ends -- not enough
For a person or a black cat but perhaps
Sufficient for a party of thin gods
Planning a trip to the Pleasure Quarters.
Truth slants in and
Leans against a wall and
Lights a cigarette by
Staring at it. That's how
It is some days. You want
Revelations; you get
Party tricks.
It's not easy being
A freelance caryatid
One day holding up
A Greek temple
The next a large basket
Of wet laundry.
Stand straight; don't blink
Don't poke other caryatids.
In Lvov there is a statue
That has forgotten
Who it's meant to honor.
It calls to passersby:
"Look! I hold a small shield
Or perhaps a large pot lid.
Was I a warrior? A cook?"
Other statues feel sorry for it.
On moonless nights Diana
Borrows a lantern from
The memorial to the inventors
Of the petroleum lamp
And visits for a while;
Ivan Pidkova tells him
That if the thing in his hand
Is a shield he really should
Hold it just a bit higher.
No one ever said just how
Pinney and I were related
But my best guess is that
He was the most shadowy
Of my grandfather's brothers --
The one who had to return
For folk to notice he'd left.
Somehow, questions about him
Weren't really answered except
"Who is that?" “Pinney, of course.”
There is nothing sinister
In my memories of him. Quiet.
Small. Grey. Battered. A ghost
Who'd crept into a family
Without the heart to evict him.
If I'd ever demanded my mother
Tell three stories about Pinney
The third would've made him real
Or more than real, given him a voice
To fix an aching heart or
The very saddest eyes in the world.
When no one of my mother's kin
Was thinking of him, Pinney
Did not exist. He found this
Inconvenient but accepted it
As a condition of his nature.
I knew him a little -- just enough
To sometimes hear his tired voice
Saying "Yes? What is it you want?"