When he was young his shadow
Bullied him, making him
Stand in certain lights
Or assume odd postures
To amuse other shadows
When he was old, though,
Who but his shadow
Wandered the streets
Bringing back the stories
And scraps on which they lived?
When he was young his shadow
Bullied him, making him
Stand in certain lights
Or assume odd postures
To amuse other shadows
When he was old, though,
Who but his shadow
Wandered the streets
Bringing back the stories
And scraps on which they lived?
This night is too long by
Two minutes the moon
Paused to read
Engraved words
On an old tin watchDying, my father found himself on air
At the Brooklyn College Radio Guild.
Since it was 1946 again and a holiday
Deceased and almost deceased staffers
Had been invited back. With no script
He told stories and urged listeners
To appreciate the Dodgers and trolleys
Since they'd both someday be gone.
At my behest the woman,
Dead these many years,
Dances on to the stage
Wears a pale yellow dress,
Plays a banjo, sings a song.
Because I ask it of him
My high school principal
Shoots his cuffs and invites
Scott Joplin, whom he once met,
To join him at the piano.
Well and good but who asked
The skinny girl with a guitar
I watched fifty years ago
For nine, maybe ten, minutes
To play so loudly, furious
At being among the dead?
My father joined the Brooklyn College Radio Guild
As a writer but everyone did everything there
So he acted and sold ads and read the news
He was so good at clopclopping coconut shells
That horses sometimes turned up in shows
Just so my father could bring one on at a gallop
Then slow down and slow down and slow down
And finally stop with an expressive whicker.
The beadle's job is not to
Appear in poems or as staffage
Adding proportion and
A bit of animation to a painting.
He does these things for me
Out of sheer good nature.
He never gossips never says
Why my father, of all men,
Should have had a beadle
Whom I inherited nor why
The gods intended for him
Unending woe, but beadles
And gods seldom agree.
A bee whisperer, hired to tell the hive
Of a death in the family decides
To break it gently to them but they,
Knowing of it already, plan
To attend the funeral where
They'll sting the beadle -- once before
And once just after the service.
Every dawn a large angel, his head bent
To avoid scraping the ceiling, brings Shah Rukh
Six undeniable truths. At dusk a smaller angel
Wraps the truths in black wool and a demon
Smaller still, carries them away.
Once the moon fully rises three old men
Come sit by his bed, whispering lies
So the Shah may fall asleep at last.
The orderly died long ago of some disease
Which you won't find now or at least
Not living under the same name. Still,
His shadow makes the rounds of
The deserted hospital whose high ceilings
And empty beds make it attractive
To ghosts who'd otherwise be reduced
To haunting bowling alleys and billiard halls.
You can't keep echoes out of such a place;
The shadow doesn't try but softly wakes them
Disposing of the dead ones decently.
November fourth. Outside my house
A goddess grown old leans on her spear
Blinking in the thin morning light
After another night spent
In the company of feral shadows
And men willing to offer prayers
To whoever buys the next drink.
An untidy heap of dirty feathers
Becomes an owl standing awkwardly
Behind her. He sees me watching
And shakes his head.
Suppose God a director who must
Move infinitely fast since He
Must be always watching, coaching,
Ordering everything everywhere.
"A bit more indeterminacy, electron!
Remember -- location or velocity
Never both! Good work, dead leaf,
But do you think you could look
A bit more forlorn? Smooth stone
At the bottom of the ocean, get ready;
Only six thousand years until
You're washed on shore. (Cue the child
Who'll toss it back again). People?
People? Go on with what you're doing;
I'll get back to you."
Having often read that if
You wish to find God in Rome
You must bring Him with you
I've set off. The whole way
He's complained. The shrine
I've set up in the back seat
Of my Honda Civic is not
Gaudy enough; my praisesong
Isn't sincere and I sing it
Off-key. To amuse Himself
He's created new sorts of creatures
Out of fire or ash or chicken-wire
Who cast multi-colored shadows
Or juggle in their sleep. After dying
They move to the glove compartment
To dwell among shredded maps
And insurance papers. To be fair, God
Has so far paid most of the tolls
And split the cost of gas with me.