My father's reflection
Appears, claiming
It left it's gloves
Or wallet or
The memory
Of Kiki Cuyler's
Real name.
My father's reflection
Appears, claiming
It left it's gloves
Or wallet or
The memory
Of Kiki Cuyler's
Real name.
[Dickens] never forgave [his mother] for sending his talented sister to a musical academy while he was put out to work without education. Balzac also, one recalls, never forgave his mother.
V. S. Pritchett
In the afterlife Charles Dickens
And Honoré Balzac become
Close friends. They spend
Long evenings together
Talking, laughing and
Not forgiving their mothers.
When Balzac is required
To spend a few days
Haunting Les Halles or
Runway 26 at Orly
Dickens sits alone
Not forgiving Balzac's mother.
An eyewitness made
A hasty sketch of Death,
Anxious, fit, young,
Wearing a loose jacket
And a tartan scarf,
Rowing a racing scull
Roughly thirty feet
Above the Schuylkill.
About the same time
Rough-looking men
Were offering cash
In bars and barracks
And bath-houses
For reliable information
On his whereabouts.
Soon afterwards, Death
Rowed over the border
Then went to ground.
For some weeks others,
With varying skills,
Made his rounds.
Imagine a line
Then another
Permit them
To intersect
(Hah! As if you
Could prevent them
From intersecting!)
Four corners conjure
Four Libitinas
If you pray to them
Remember
Each will answer
Differently.
On 4/9/1930
Ida P, 58,
Is a widow who shares
Her apartment at
2985 Ocean Parkway
With Lillian L, 3,
Her granddaughter.
The census form says
Lillian is still single
And has no occupation.
Ida married at 18
And came to New York
At 22, in 1894.
She speaks English
And, somehow,
Pays $45 a month
For rent. Also,
She feeds herself
And her granddaughter,
A half-orphan
Who is sickly but
Will live 76 more years.
Valentine is actually one of the more dour saints; he probably does not much look forward to his day. When he gets up, he can barely push his door open; each of the eleven thousand virgins who attend St. Ursula has left a piece of chocolate outside his room. (This happens every year; St. Christopher will come by later and carry the chocolates away). St. Sebastian will leave him an arrow, on which he’ll cut his finger; St. Apollonia will pass him in the hall; gaze at him wordlessly, and press a tooth into his hand. He will be besieged by prayers, which he will conscientiously try to answer, although he is fairly clueless on the mysteries of human love. This explains the number of puzzled looks one sees as the day goes on, as people find Valentine’s answers popping into their heads. “I find speaking about the martyrdom of St. Gelasius is generally a good way to break the ice;” “I believe you mean ‘inamorata’ – ‘inamaretto’ refers to someone who loves almond liqueurs, which is probably a sin and is, anyway, fattening;” “I asked St. Barbara and she said a howitzer is a small, light cannon used to deliver shells with a curved trajectory while a bazooka is a portable electrically-fired rocket launcher. Do your parents know about your interest in artillery?”
A drift of feathers down the stairs
Death has been here, waits here still
Half asleep among the books
Crowded on blue-painted shelves.
No hurry. The man whose books
These have been has even now
A bit more dying to do. In a corner
A small green Buddha sits, waiting
For Death to stir himself and speak.
It's been three hundred and sixteen years
Since the last authenticated sighting of St. Roch
Still, the waiting room is crowded with
Bachelors, diseased cattle, dogs,
Falsely accused people, invalids, Istanbulis,
Surgeons, tile-makers, gravediggers,
Dealers in used goods, pilgrims and apothecaries.
Occasionally, they speak to each other
A surgeon and an apothecary sometimes
Do what they can for the sickest cattle
Dogs are everywhere. They usually have
Problems of their own but bark amusingly,
Trying to cheer the glummest bachelors.
When the weather is good there may be
Impromptu parades. Dogs howl or walk
Upright, leaning on twisted canes;
Banners wave; sick cattle nod to the crowd
From floats advertising patent medicines.
The falsely accused help tile-makers and bachelors
Carry invalids through the Istanbul streets.
(Being thoughtful people, the gravediggers
Never offer to lend a hand.)
A saint of some kind
But who? The features
Are worn, the attributes
A mere blur. A small animal
Follows him. A dog?
St. Roch, then. Ask
Him to cure you of plague.
A pig? St. Anthony, probably.
Ask help in finding
Something you've lost.
Could it be a duck?
St. Cuthbert, surely.
He's between specialties
But will chat for a bit.
If there's any chance
It might be an urvogel
You are in deep waters;
Back away quietly.
Since he lives on the street
Jerome's dreams often
Have trouble finding him.
Cold nights, they gather
In dim parking lots
Exchanging rumors.
The dream I know best
Has him walking slowly
Over a bridge lined with statues
Each one holds a lit candle
Blown out as the saint passes
In her shining kerchief and shimmering cloak
The very old woman peers at her Bible
Trying to see if God has remembered
To mention her. How handsome
He was before the world was made!
How softly He'd sing under her window;
She can recall every word. Ask her;
She'll sing a few lines, beating out time
With her puffed and swollen-fingered hand.