(part 5 on Monday)
Noreen
came with me. In part, I wanted her moral support. A ghost turning up was no
good sign for how long Grandma had. I also wanted her in the hall with me so
people walking by might assume I was talking to her and not to someone they
couldn’t see. I think also I wanted to show her off to Greenray, in case he was
disappointed in me.
He was still there when we got back. He
was sitting on the ground with his eyes closed, and he’d taken his rifle apart.
“Do you have a watch?” he asked. I told him yes. “Does it have a sweep hand?”
It did. “When I say ‘go!’ start timing.” He took a breath, said “Go!” and began
putting his rifle back together. It took him 76 seconds. He shook his head and
said “It used to be under a minute.”
I told Nory what was happening. “Why would
a ghost carry a rifle? Ask him if he shot anyone.”
“This your sister? Tell her I can hear her
fine. I never shot anyone.” I repeated what he said. It would be boring to have
to write in all the repeats; if you want verisimilitude, just imagine an adult
American’s voice being echoed by a nine year old English girl’s. The American’s
voice is deep but, to my disappointment, doesn’t drop g’s or use slang.
“Ask him if he has to wear his uniform
because he died wearing it.”
“What sense does that make? Besides, I was
just wearing my underwear when I died. I’m in uniform because Annie liked my
uniform. Tell you the truth, she hasn’t seen me for a long while; I’m counting
on the uniform to help her recognize me.”
“Do you love Grandma?”
There was a thoughtful pause, as if he was
trying to pick the exact words for what he wanted to say. “I was in love with
an 18 year old girl named Annie Wilk. She had green eyes and freckles and
short, curly hair. She was white, and that bothered me; I didn’t like white
people, as a rule. I had a hard time believing she didn’t care I was colored.”
“Colored?”
“Black, girl; black. I knew her for just
under three months, and I never heard her lie, or even come close. She and I
were a good fit; if I’d’ve lived I think, despite all the white-black problems,
we might have made a good life. I still think about her. But do I know the old
woman in there? Does she remember me, or just my uniform, and being young?”
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