For every Icarus who falls
Headlong from the sky there is
An Anti-Icarus who digs a hole
All the way to China, remembering
To make a sharpish left turn when he's
Gone about two-thirds of the way
So he doesn't drown in the Pacific.
A portmanteau
For every Icarus who falls
Headlong from the sky there is
An Anti-Icarus who digs a hole
All the way to China, remembering
To make a sharpish left turn when he's
Gone about two-thirds of the way
So he doesn't drown in the Pacific.
Melancholy is not clinical lycanthropy,
(The state of suspecting you're a wolf)
Nor is it kuru (when your nipples
Are thinking about killing you
By suddenly inverting and attacking
Your interior). It isn't sadness simple;
It isn't grief unmixed nor agenbite
Of inwit. Saint Theresa says that
The pain of God setting your soul on fire
Isn't really melancholy either. Durer
Thought melancholy had a beard
All that's known for certain is that
Melancholy is cold, dry, dark and heavy.
Lucifer's been called the first melancholic
But insists that was God, not him. "This was,"
He says, "back before the first day so there
Was no light; the mistake was natural."
To weave through alleys the moonbeam
Must act as light was never meant to
Moving in slow spirals, cultivating a taste
For music played subtly out of tune.
It must ignore silver and pretend
Its pulse quickens at the sight of gold
(Where did it acquire a pulse let alone
One that could plausibly quicken?
Must it have blood too then, and veins
And arteries to hold its blood and then
A body to hide veins and arteries and all?
It must.) Learn to swagger and sway, walking
With exaggerated care after long nights spent
Drinking down by the docks until two dim moons
Shake their heads and ask why you've not found
A certain scatter of unblessed bones.
Used to ubiquity, God
Going up a hill
Nods to Himself
Coming down
But tells St. Lucina,
Who's walking with Him,
"Don't stop to talk;
We'll be here forever."
Since you're not Banquo or Macbeth
We're not witches right now; we have
No prophesies for you. Our cauldron
Is filled with soap and boiling water;
Return to us when you have laundry.
In synagogue, will everyone rise
For the mourners' kaddish?
Will you light yartzeit candles
Every day just when twilight
Forbids your eye from telling
A blue thread from a green one?
Will you wonder: all those destroyed worlds --
What would they have been like?