You find a knife
So sharp
It cuts infinity
In half
Leaving two things
Both infinite.
Soon you've a sea
Of tiny infinite things
All of them
Insisting you
Must take care of them.
You find a knife
So sharp
It cuts infinity
In half
Leaving two things
Both infinite.
Soon you've a sea
Of tiny infinite things
All of them
Insisting you
Must take care of them.
By now the men
Standing around the fire
Must have noticed Spring
Is decades late, the fire
Doesn't burn out and I
Am standing there, waiting
To be shooed away or
To take my place with them.
Reading the book
I see my father
Reading it. He is
Younger than I am
And has a yellow pad
Next to his elbow
(Of course he does;
Where else for
Stray thoughts,
Written in pencil?)
He notes the same figure
I do now, candlelit,
Stepping from a tapestry
Then back.
Illness makes me
Attenuate and
Inhuman.
Imaginary nuns
Gather to debate
What's to be done.
They carry me
To an intersection
Fifty years ago
Where a fire burns
In a trash barrel.
"If he looks left
Or right to see
Who else is there
He may be saved."
In Ohio, glaring down the length
Of her interminable drive, she thinks
"He is writing again about Verlaine's
Miscarried brothers who were kept
On a kitchen shelf by their mother!"
Her small cat, to soothe her, offers
To reveal the name Achilles used
When he lived among the women but
She's known it since she was sixteen:
Pyrrha, the Redhaired girl.
Verlaine's mother noticed
A new tinted bottle
Among those which housed
Her four unborn sons.
When Verlaine reeled home
He said necessity had made him,
Pawn one of his brothers
But, being once more in funds
He'd returned to redeem him.
Offered two labeless bottles
He took both of them home.
"You didn't notice one was a girl?"
"As the drunken glory of French poetry
I never vote or pay taxes
Or concern myself with infant genitalia."
In the dark air angels hang
Not knowing this feeling
Is uncertainty. One of them
Reaches a hand out to see
If a weapon appears in it
Or a harp or another hand.
Harbonah, angel of confusion,
Thinks of trading his second job
As patron of mule drivers
With Shakziel, ruler
Of bugs who live on water.